Sitting here at what seems like another crossroad…aware of the current influences. I want to cry, laugh, sing, and dance at the same time to express the pain I feel from the stress of wanting to do it all and the fear of giving myself a real chance. I’m releasing energy that I was afraid to let go of and at the same time fearing the energy I am meant to receive. I held my son today and cried. I held him tightly. I could feel him cry too. He was a little scared too. Maybe because he never sees when mommy cries. Mommy is always strong. Even when I’m feeling weak. I gotta keep moving forward though baby. I can do better for us. Trust me. (5/diamond…3/spades)—Uranus.

—-Fatima Dauntess